♥ story of my life

2010-08-10T20:08:00.019+08:00

Pictures were taken yesterday went to watch fireworks with love. And seriously it was pack with bangla and china. hahaha. Anyway the fireworks was really nice. :) Okay let the pictures do the talking. :)

2010-08-10T19:35:00.017+08:00

Mine

His

Love cooked for me. :)

Pictures were taken on my birthday 07.08.10, celebrated my birthday with him on my birthday. He came to my house cause he cooked for me black pepper chicken. :) I made a special request and i asked him to cook for me on my big day. hehe. Which bf wants to wake up extremely early in the morning just to cook for me and entertain my crazy needs. haha. And yes it was delicious. Thanks love. After that we then headed to Vivo, our plans was to watch movie but the cinema was really full with human beings. Then the next plan was that he wanted to bring me go Universal Studio, but too bad the tickets SOLD OUT! I don't know why all his plan did not work out on my birthday. Haha. So we then had our lunch over at Fig and Olive. I still prefer Secret Recipe and Swensens. After that headed to Jurong Point to see what movie we could watch and finally we managed to watch Street Dance at JP. And before we catch the movie this boy make me eat alot. We had Haagen Dazs and Starbucks. And seriously i'm full. But i really had a great time with him, and yes i really love him so so much. More pictures with love. :)

2010-07-26T16:26:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not updating this blog for quite sometime, been busy with life and sometimes i'm just too lazy to update. Anyway i've started work last Tuesday as a Data Entry at Nexus Link company it's at hougang, and yup it's so far from my house. Well basically the job is so so easy all i need to do is to key in all the things that i was given. But we need to be real fast in typing, and i'm not that fast in typing so in a day i can managed to do about 80-100 copies, and its really tiring okay sit for long hours and stare at the laptop for hours. And the worse part about this job is that, if there is a project than my boss will call if not than i will sit home and shake leg. haha. So ya i'm just gonna work untill i got myself a better job.

Anyway tomorrow will be my 4 monthsary with love. Time flies really fast and now me and love are going 4 months already and i really hope that our relationship will be forever. And yes i really love him so so much okay. I love you a lot dear and i miss you so so much right now. :( Anyway my birthday is coming people, and i seriously can't wait. hehe. :) Okay i'm done talking i need to bath now. :D

2010-07-12T16:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to Abg Khalid wedding, after much thinking whether should i go or not i finally made up my mind to go. And seriously i like the wedding decoration and the wedding car, it's so nice. :) To Abg Khalid congratulations! And selamat pengantin baru. :)

Around 4 plus love fetched me, my legs can't take it anymore cause of the very high heels that i'm wearing. haha. And i don't like wearing baju kurung and ride on a motorbike, luckily the distance is not that far. When we reached under my void deck i quickly went home get myself wash up as fast as i could and get change and meet love again. And dad ask my mum to tell me to take his letter from my aunt place. I ask my mum this, baba ckp tk kasi org naik motor abeh skg suroh tolong amek. Then my mum said that they are lazy to go to my aunt place. Pfft! So ya, we went to Yishun first to get his letter and then headed to Causeway Point and had dinner at Pastamania. Seriously i'm really tired yesterday, but it was fun. :)

2010-07-01T15:57:00.006+08:00

Yesterday met up with my babes, accompany ikin to rebond her hair first and then we headed to Macdonalds and had our late lunch. Then we surprised naf with a birthday cake, we celebrated her birthday yesterday. Her birthday was on the 29th June, but ikin could not make it on her birthday. Sorry babe, if there's no present. Anyway happy 19th birthday. :) May all your dreams and wishes do come true. Ily! :D

Around 7 plus love fetched me and we then headed to BBDC for my BTL. And love went for his FTL. I'm happy seeing you though it was just a short meet up with you. And seriously love, i'm really worried about you. I really hope that nothing will happen to you, and i want you to get well real soon. I really love you so so much dear. And i've deleted all the post that you've ask me to delete. :)

2010-06-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

Firstly i would like to wish Ikin syg a happy 20th birthday. May all your dreams and wishes do come true. And yesterday me and naf surprise her at clementi, we told her something so that she won't come to work yesterday. With the help from naf acting we managed to trick her. And before we met her we bought for her a birthday cake at Jurong Point. When we arrive at clementi naf went to fetched her while Eiz and me went hiding somewhere and light the candles. And when she came nearer all of us shouted happy birthday and she was shocked to see me and Eiz still in a good shape. haha. Seriously it was so funny i can't stop laughing.

This is the cake that we bought for her.

And i found this vintage Olympus camera in my store just now, i didn't know that dad had this camera. hehe. But too bad the camera can't be use it needs to be fix first, and i told my dad and mum that i wanna trade it. hehe. :)

2010-06-11T23:52:00.006+08:00

Today meet love as early as 10 a.m, he gave me a wake up call around 9 a.m and said that he wanted to eat breakfast together with me. So ya, had our breakfast at Bukit Panjang Plaza he wanted to eat Long John breakfast and both of us did not even finish our food cause it was not nice. He then sent me home cause we plan to go out later in the afternoon, and around 4 plus he fetched me under my void deck and we then headed to BBDC. :) And he enrol for me Class 3! He paid for everything. :) At first i was a bit reluctant to use his money, i wanted to pay myself for my driving school don't want to depend too much on him. But he insist that he wanted to pay, so ya i can't say much. And seriously i'm happy okay. Thanks love for everything.

After that we then headed to Tampines he needs to pay his balance bike money at the workshop. And we had our dinner at Pizza Hut. Seriously i had fun with him today, thank you so much dear for all the things that you've done for me. I really love you so so much. You're such a great bf, and thats all i've ever wanted in life. :)

2010-06-07T23:46:00.004+08:00

Out with family members yesterday, went to a wedding function first then headed to Yishun Safra to play bowling with my cousin. I had fun yesterday with them. :) And today i'm sick, i had flu and i hate it so much, keep sneezing and blowing my nose every minute.

Anyway i'm tired looking for jobs, been sending my resume here and there. But they did not get back to me. Pfft! And seriously i don't know what to do. Guess i really need to try harder. Okay i need to go now, the flu is getting irritating. Gd night.

2010-05-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today is our 2nd anniversary, and yes meet love just now. He came and fetched me around 4, and mum said that he wants to talk to love, so love went up to my house to meet my mum. I told mum to talk nicely to him. hehe. As usual mum will ask this question, nk gy mane, jgn alek lambat and stuff. Anyway it's his first time meeting my mum, and he said that he was scared and stuff. hahaha. So ya we then headed to Vivo, we had our late lunch at Swensen. :) And seriously i had fun with you today, laughing non stop. Thanks love for everything. I love you so much. And i really hope that our relationship will last long. :)

2010-05-20T22:53:00.004+08:00

See what love gave to me just now. Meet him for awhile, to talk about something. And he surprised me with the bear, i love it so much okay. :) Anyway love was coughing non stop just now, and he always feels like vomiting. Seriously i'm sad and worried seeing him in this condition. And his appointment to go to the hospital is end of this month it's so long. I really pity him. Hopefully you gonna recover from your sickness soon. And tomorrow will be meeting him again. :) To love sorry for everything, i didn't mean to hurt you. Okay i got to go. Gd night people.

I don't need a parachute, Baby if i've got you
Baby if i've got you, I don't need a parachute
Your gonna catch me, your gonna catch
If i fall, down down down

2010-05-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

See that cute chubby boy up there, i miss him so much okay. Out with my family members today, finally i get to meet this cute boy after so long he just make my day. I love seeing him laughing. :) And i don't know when will i meet this boy again.

Anyway finally mum is cooking my favourite food, which is Mee Soto. I've been begging her to cook this dish like i don't know how many times. And yes i love her Mee Soto so much. Thank you so much mum for cooking my favourite food. :)

And to love i'm really worried about your sickness it's getting from bad to worse. Seriously i'm scared if anything happens to you. I'm praying hard that it's just a normal cough that you're having right now. Get well soon dear. Okay i need my rest good night people.

2010-05-12T23:51:00.006+08:00

Out with love just now he fetched me around 3 plus, accompany him to Tampines to pay duit motor dier. And then headed to West Coast Park and he had his late lunch at Macdonalds. And slack our ass there, around 8 plus we headed to Jurong Point to get my bubble tea as promise. :) And just now when he wanted to sent me home there's this car horn us without any reason. He keep on horning at us even when the traffic light was red. I don't know what love has done wrong but all the way love didn't do anything wrong he was riding as usual. It was irritating okay horning at us without reason and love said this to me "you bangun i nk gy bbl ngan dier." I was like so scared okay, i told him to ignore them and just go when the light turns green. And this car nearly hit us, my heart was beating real fast okay. Stupid car! Just imagine if love were to get down and quarrel with them. Dier dah laa kecik nk gado ngan drg. Haha.

And before i met love we had a little misunderstanding, i didn't wanna pick up his call and reply all of his messages. I receive 30 plus missed calls from him and a few messages. Haha. I know i'm so mean. Then he called my house number, he thought by calling my house he could get to talk to me but he was wrong. Mum answer the phone just now.

Mum: Hello.
Him: Hello, cik blh ckp ngan hidayah.
Mum: Tunggu jap.
Mum enter my room and say that Eiz call and wants to talk to me.
Me: Ckp ngan dier org tk nk bbl.
Mum goes out of my room.
Mum: Dier tk nk bbl dier ckp dier nk tido.
Him: Okay terima kasih cik.

Then my phone starts to ring back he call me. Haha. And to love i really hope that nothing bad is gonna happen to you, and i hope that this sickness you're having right now is just a minor one. I don't wish to receive any bad news when you go for your check up, seriously i'm worried. Get well soon love. I really love you so much. Anyway my friend came to visit me today. Ohh cramp please go away let me sleep in peace can. Okay i got to go this cramp starts to get irritating. Gd night people. :)

2010-05-05T23:00:00.002+08:00

Met love just now, he fetched me around 4 plus and guess what he use his company bike. -__- I don't like okay, i prefer his own bike. The first question i asked him just now was, "where is your bike? Why you use company bike?" Then he said that his brother in law borrow his bike. Pfft! BOSAN! haha. So ya we then headed to Vivo, the plan was that this boy want to watch movie he wanted to watch Ironman 2. But we had our late lunch over at Burger King instead. Once done headed to Henderson wave. :) And i don't know what's wrong with love, out of a sudden he vomit. Haha. And he complain to me that he have a headache. Pity love, hope you will get well soon. :) Okay i'm done here. Gd night.

2010-05-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Currently i'm waiting for love to finish up his late dinner and get himself ready for bed then call me. hehe. I just miss him so much, i don't know why. Maybe he's always too busy with his work and stuff. Anyway last few days i had a huge argument with love till i ask for a break up. He was freaking mad with me and threw everything in his room. And guess what his mum text me asking me stuff. I was scared okay. hehe. But luckily i didn't get a scolding from her, cause this boy went out after throwing things and making a huge fuss at home. Like always i'm used to it already. And his mum was so worried for him cause he didn't wanna pick up our calls. I text his mum until 5 plus in the morning. His mum said that she like me and stuff and she wants to meet me soon. I'm scared okay to meet his parents. And i pity love, he's having problems right now. Hope everything will be over soon. I love you so much.

Anyway accompany Ikin syg yesterday, she want to get a birthday present for her bf cause today it's her bf birthday. Went to Vivo to search for the present and she bought a shirt and jeans at Topman. And she got herself a top at Forever 21. I like the top so much, love buy for me please. hehe. Okay i'm done, gd night. :)

2010-04-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

It's my 1st monthsarry with love today, but sadly he had to work cause Soleh took his off day today. He was quite sad cause he said that he have plans for me today. And ya we will be celebrating it this Thursday cause oldman gave his off day on Thursday. And just now he text me saying that he wants to meet me, but me being so mean said that i'm too lazy to go out. hehe. Seriously i'm too lazy to go out just now, and he was kinda sad cause he can't meet me. I'm sorry love. I felt guilty not meeting you just now. Anyway Happy 1st Monthsarry love. Hope our relationship will last long. Sorry for all those fights. And yes i really love you so much. I miss you boy. :D

Love is sleeping like a pig now, and i'm starting to miss him. :(

2010-04-20T23:26:00.004+08:00

Went for my interview just now at Hamilton Road, and i seriously don't know where the hell was that place. And the worse part was that, no one was there to accompany me. So i called my dad asking him where is this place and stuff hoping he could at least tell me what bus should i take, but no my dad also don't know where is that place and he ask me to call my brother. So ya i called brother but sadly he did not pick up my call. Pfft! Then i called Love saying that no one knows this place and i don't know how to go there. So he being a sweet guy told his boss that he wants to sent me for my interview. And guess what his boss said okay. :D So ya partly i have to thank him too, if not i'll be lost in my own country. hehe. So i told mum that Eiz gonna sent me and mum was like okay. Mum don't mind me riding Eiz bike. hehe. Best! And to Love thank you so much for sending me to Hamilton Road though you are working. You're sweet. :) Okay i'm done here. Good night people. :D

2010-04-18T00:53:00.000+08:00

Meet up with my sayang just now, and yes i really miss her so much. It's been ages since i last met her. Had our late lunch first over at Macdonald, once done we went to City Hall, she wanted to get herself a wallet. And then slack our ass at McCafe Marina Square, so much things i shared with her. hehe.

Anyway last few days i did a complain to KFC Clementi about something, and guess what they did not call me back regarding this thing. Ohh well i'm gonna send another email to them soon. :D

And to you people out there if you're still not satisfied with us please let us know straight into our faces, no need for you to go around the bush creating something stupid. Like as if we are so stupid to fall for your trap. Idiotic bitches with small brains. :)

Okay i'm done talking, on the phone right now with LOVE! Gd night people. :)

2010-04-12T22:59:00.004+08:00

I'm confused right now. Ohh well i should not have told him that thing in the first place. And now he's begging me for an answer. He told me that actually he did like me before and stuff but didn't have the courage to tell me. Wth! How am i gonna tell him that i was just joking and all that thing was a lie. And guess what he started contacting back with me right now. I don't want to hurt his feeling as well as Eiz feeling too. Now he's showing me that he really is in love with me and etc. Pfft! I don't know what to do right now. I guess i have to tell him the answer one day, and yes i'm not gonna accept him. Cause i love my man. :)

Anyway today my brother get his pay and me being muke tk tau malu ask him this.

Me: Abg dah gaji eh?
Him: A'ah asl?
Me: Abg kasi Nur $20 blh.
Him: Nak uat ape?
Me: Uat pakai uhh, tk de duit.
Him: Tu laa tk nk keje lpk pat kfc ngan bdk2 rider.
Me: -___-
Him: Yela nanti abg kasi.

Like i'm begging him for money seyy. I only ask for $20 and he ask me all sort of things. Pfft! And someone is being very irritating, keep asking me about him. I have problems of my own too. I can't be entertaining you all the time laa kn.

2010-04-10T23:09:00.007+08:00

Out with my babes yesterday accompany Ikin to bedok. And then we headed to bugis went shopping. I had fun with my babes yesterday. :) And my brother just bought a IPhone. Okay i'm jealous. hehe. I told love that i'm jealous cause my brother bought a IPhone. And he said that he will buy for me a Blacberry Bold. *kening naik2* :D

Mommy have been nagging at me for the past few days, asking me to get a job. I'm trying my best too, i've been sending resume here and there. Pfft! It's so difficult to get a job now. I really want to get a job as soon as possible, cause i'm bored doing nothing plus i'm broke. And to love, i hope you will get well soon. Sorry about yesterday, i didn't know you were sick. I love you boy! And to Naf Sygg thanks for everything, i appreciate it a lot sacrifice your sleep to help us. Seriously i don't know that he will look for you. hehe. Thanks babe. :) Okay i done here, gd night.

2010-04-06T00:54:00.001+08:00

Meet him just now, he fetched me around 4 plus and then we headed to Causeway Point. And he said that he wanted to watch that movie up there. So ya we watch Clash Of The Titans, i rate it 4/5. :) And then we headed to Henderson waves. hehe. And i just got to know something, and seriously i'm sad okay. Didn't expect that you are like those other guys out there. :( Okay i'm in no mood right now, got to call Naf syg. And to those people who like to create stories about me, why don't you just make a novel about me. It's much more easier so that everyone will know. Idiotic people.

2010-04-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to collect my cheque at my outlet. Mom accompany me, i don't know why out of a sudden she wants to follow. And on the bus Eiz called me asking me stuff. After i hang up with him my mom started asking me a lot of question, who was that and etc. At first i was reluctant to tell her about Eiz but she keep on bugging me for an answer so ya i've told her everything. How i got to know him and the rest and i even told her about the fight i had the other day. And mom was like why didn't you slap and just punch that person. She's not satisfied over what had happen to me. Mom was very supportive. And for a second i thought i was with my friend, and telling all my problems to her. And mom even asked if i have a picture of Eiz so ya i showed her the picture i took with him, and she was like. -__- Okay this thing about what she said is between me and her only. :D I even told her about those other guys whom i contacted before, she told me to make the right choice. And i even showed my mom someone picture. Okay this part i don't want to elaborate further. Very the sad. :( And yes i'm going to bring Eiz to meet my parents one day. :D I love my mom okay. :)

And my manager from Thai Express asked me to worked at West Coast Plaza Thai express. I told them that i wanted to think first and will call them back once i've made my decision. So ya i'm still considering. I don't know if i should just work there for a few months until i got a job. See how things goes. Okay i'm done talking. Gd night people. :D

2010-04-02T23:21:00.006+08:00

Check my account yesterday and my pay was not in yet. So i called my manager and ask him. He said that i'm getting my pay through cheque, and he ask me to come to the outlet to get my cheque. Pffft! And i had to cancel my plan to meet up with hyraah syg yesterday. I'm sorry babe. Next time we meet up okay. :)

And ohh i don't know from where people knows that i'm attached with my man. Ohh that person must be something laa. Around of applause people. :) Good job on your research. hehe. Like the whole place knows about us. I suke sekali laa. :D And i miss Eiz so much! I love you boy. :)

2010-03-30T00:43:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored right now so i decided to blog. :) Anyway life been great except for a few things. And i felt real bad after Naf told someone about how i feel towards him. Thank you so much Naf. I don't know how i'm gonna face you in the future. And that's one of the few reason why i don't want to go out with you tomorrow. You're too kind boy. I don't want people to think that i'm using you. I'm sorry boy.

And to those two low life girls, please mind your own business okay. I assume you don't know me well enough. Get a life! And i miss my man. Please tell me if you wanna go to sleep okay. :) I love him. Okay i got to go, on the phone with my babes right now. Do what girls love to do. hehe. :D

2010-03-27T01:48:00.001+08:00

I'm glad i've found you.
And i hope i've made the right choice.
I'm sorry if i've hurt you people.

2010-03-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

Slack with my babes and the favourite boys, for the last few days. One word, it was fun. They never fail to put a smile on my face everytime we meet. :D Ohh AIDIL! hehehe. Naf be jealous! haha. No laa i only stick to the one, the only man Ohh EIZ! hahaha. ;)

2010-03-24T23:45:00.005+08:00

For the past few days i've been going to Raffles Place to get my interview done. Pfft! Yesterday and today i went to Evolve Martial Arts and had my 2nd and 3rd interview done. It was scary okay, both of them who interviewed me was the owner of the club. And seriously i hate today interview, he keep on emphasis about my previous work place. He keep asking me why did i leave Pure Yoga and stuff. And seriously they are like so fussy about hiring people. And yesterday Reza called me and say that all of them who has interviewed me before like me and stuff, but they just need me to talk more. And today interview sucks i just don't like it. I just don't know why. And i have this feeling that i will not get the job.

Anyway granny is staying at my place for this few days or weeks. I don't know how long she's gonna stay here, but i just don't like it. Having to share me big bed with her, i just don't like to sleep with someone. I want to have the whole bed all to myself. And i can't talk on the phone till late night with girlfriends anymore. Pfft! Okay i'm done talking. It's conference time now and i need to call my gf! :D Gd night people!

2010-03-21T23:56:00.007+08:00

2010-03-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

Ohh i hate liar boy.

Stop giving me false hope okay.
And yes, luckily i've made the right choice.
By choosing him over you.

And i think i've fallen for him. :)

2010-03-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

Like finally my internet is working after so many days. I don't know whats wrong with my MIO Modem, keep having problems. Without internet for the past few days really drives me crazy, can't check my mails and stuff.

Anyway i've watch Alice In Wonderland with someone! :D And i didn't get to watch the 3D. It's okay, at least i get to watch it. The movie was okay. You people should go and watch it. And i had my Mcspicy meal as promised. Yes i love it. Thank you for today, i appreciate it boy. :D

And ohh my little brother has gone camping today, and i'm so gonna miss him. No one to talk to, and i can't bully him. hehe. And he's gonna be back on Friday. Pfft! Okay i'm done talking. Good night! :)

I miss someone! :)

2010-03-11T00:34:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the late update. Anyway last Tuesday went interview at Evolve Martial Arts as a front desk, Reza recommend me this job. The place was at Raffles place and i didn't know where the hell is the place cause it's further up. Though i used to work at Raffles but i still don't know that area well. I keep calling Reza and my dad. hehe. Reza and my dad was like giving me direction and stuff but i was blur and still can't find my way. At last Reza told me to wait there and he came to fetch me. :D And the interview was scary okay. They need many people to do the interview then they will decide. And i'm still waiting for my second interview. Reza told me that they are fussy in this stuff and they only want the best. So ya i'm not hoping to get the job, i just try my luck. See how things goes.

And yesterday meet up with Thaqif, he called me and say he wants to meet cause it has been so long since we last meet. And yes i miss that crazy boy. haha. So ya sit with him and talk crap and then his friends join in too. After i reached home Thaqif text me this,

Him: Kawan aku yg tk handsome nk kenal2 ngan kau. hahahahaha.
Me: Hahahaha. Kau ckp je yg aku nie dah attached. Hehe.

I know merepek but it's funny okay. I can't stop laughing. :D

Anyway someone confess to me that he's serious with me and stuff. And i told him that it's too early to get into a relationship, and that i'm not ready with this thing yet. Cause i just broke up and same goes with him. I don't want to rushed into a relationship and end up like my previous one. So ya i just want to take a step at a time and to get to know you better. And i hope you understand boy. :)

2010-03-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously in no mood right now. Ohh well i got 3 bad news all at the same time. How am i gonna take it? And yes i'm in a confused state now, don't know who i should believe. And how bad can things get when someone you trusted the most did this to you too. Someone you cared so much and whom you looked forward to. And people if you're not satisfied with me over something tell me right in my face please. There's no need to pass the message around. I'm sad you did this to me. And i know you have been talking behind my back since that day. Ohh well i just need to learn to accept this things i guess. Good night.

2010-03-06T01:56:00.002+08:00

Out with someone. :) Make a guess to where i go with him just now. hehe. And yes i had fun with you boy, like seriously. Your're so sweet. :D And i didn't get to watch Alice In Wonderland, the cinema was packed with human being. :( I really want to watch that movie. Anyone want to watch that movie with me. :D Sorry for the short post, i'm really tired. Okay i need my rest now. Good night!

2010-03-05T00:57:00.004+08:00

Should i change my blog Url or just private it? Hmm. I'm still thinking. Anyway life has been good, and i can see the progress in me. I'm glad that i can move on slowly, thanks to the people around me you guys help me so much. Thanks guys. Ily people. :) And my phone have been ringing like all the way since last week, too many people text me at the same time. And sometimes i'm just too lazy to reply. Lagy-lagy bile part Azar. And Zahir ask me this,

Him: Sejak bile you dah single?
Me: Dari that time.
Him: You okay, look at the bright side at least dah blh gy dating agik. haha.
Me: Okay. hahahaha.
Him: If you need someone to talk to i'll be there k.
Me: thanks. :)

He's one funny dude. Hahaha. :D

Anyway i want to watch Alice In Wonderland! :D hehe. And someone wanna bring me out tomorrow. :D He wanna treat me to a movie, and i'm gonna ask him to watch this movie no matter what. :) Btw to NAF please tell me what Nabil say. Please! :( Okay i'm done here, i don't know what else to blog. Good night! :D

My right eye has been twitching like from just now, and it's irritating.

2010-03-03T23:44:00.009+08:00

Like again i did not go to work. :) But i went to Vivo and told my manager that i want to resign. Naf tag along, thanks babe. And yes it's settle, i've signed the resignation paper. Too much memories happen there and i don't want to continue working there. And now i'm looking for new jobs. Reza just gave me a message through Facebook, he ask if i'm still schooling cause he need front desk people. And yes i said that i want the job. Hopefully i get. :) And maybe tomorrow i'm going for another interview. Not sure yet, see how. Anyway i had fun today, like seriously. Naf you should know. :D And his face is not the same with "ehem ehem" ehh. Hahaha. Thanks babe for all the things that you've done for me since the day i'm down. And to hyraah syg you too. Thank you so much babe. I love you guys like so much!

And to you, i won't bother you. Changing everything that you have right now won't make any different. I also don't want to know anything about your life.

I'm done here, i want to rest. Good night people! :D

2010-03-02T02:49:00.000+08:00

Does he even care about how i feel? Does he really meant what he had said to me before? Am i just a piece of trash to you? Or are you just using me to forget about your ex? Hey, i'm really sad and shocked. I didn't expect that you would really do this to me. Check the FB just now and yes he's back with his ex. How sad can i be. Only god knows what i'm feeling right now. For you it's just a stupid love game. But hey i'm taking your relationship seriously okay. Btw if you're not ready to get into a relationship or something then don't, you are just hurting people. And why the hell did you want me in the first place if you can't forget about your ex! I'm not your toy okay. If i knew that you still love your ex i would have never given you another chance. You waste my time boy. Yes i was too blind to fallen for you. Ohh, good luck boy with your relationship. Take care.

I'm sad plus trying my best to move on.

2010-02-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

Today was meant to be a happy day for me, but it didn't turn out to be what i've expected. I'm seriously sad. :( The feeling of wanting you back is there and yes i want you back. I know i'm stupid, loving someone that never love you. And i know it won't and will never be true. I guess you're happy with you life right now. I seriously want to know the real reason behind all those things. I'm still not satisfied enough, you left me hanging just like that. The worst part is what wrong did i do? And i don't know why you hate me so much, and trying to avoid me. Anyway happy 1st month yg tk kesampaian. I miss you a lot, seriously. :(

Anyway yesterday Abg Ayie sent me to work, like finally i'm back to work. Everybody asked what happen. I just kept quiet. I still feels sad okay, cause that place reminds me of him. And my brother fetched me from work yesterday. I'm so use with him fetching me from work that i ask people to fetch me and sent me to work. :) And just now i was seriously in no mood. All the way in the bus i felt like crying but i hold on. I keep thinking of today. Okay no point talking about this, it won't change anything.

Anyway people keep asking for my number, and i'm too lazy to entertain. Org baru je kecewa abeh nk layan laki laen. Mane blh kn. The most irritating guy is AZAR! He simply don't understand simple malay words of Tak Nak! Keep pestering me, and want to sent me and fetch me from work tomorrow. Bingit laa. Give me some space laa. Anyway tomorrow i don't want to go to work. Like again. :) Okay i'm done here. Gd night people. :D

I miss you and i want you back.

2010-02-26T02:51:00.003+08:00

Out with Naf and Ikin just now. Once again i did not turn up for work today, text Ai Li and say that i'm still not feeling well. The reason why i didn't want to go to work was because i have no mood and i'm still sad. :( Btw i had lots of fun with them, thanks babe for cheering me up. We had lunch over at Thai Express and then we went to Starbucks. Anyway there's this guy who wants to make friends with me today, but seriously irritating and desperate nk mampos. Tk tau sabar, tk leh tunggu. Bodoh! Tk suke okay. And Naf gave my number to him already. Naf kau kene tolong aku get rid of him. Like seriously! And yes there's another guy who ask for my number too. :) Nice knowing you Bao. :) Okay i'm done talking, i need my sleep now. Gd night! Bye!

Trying my very best to move on.

2010-02-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

Out with my family just now, went to my uncle place to see my new born cousin. :D Yes! Plus another guy in the family. Tk best! Anyway something happened on Thursday, my brother had an accident. He was hit by a car, but luckily his injuries wasn't that bad. I pity him, cause he can't do anything. Anyway Chinese New Year is tomorrow, and most of the shopping centre will be close. I really hate when it's chinese new year. No place to go, bored to dead. The worse part is i'm working during this long public holiday. And soon my house will be full with those oranges, not the red packet but Oranges.

Like i said on my previous post, i've started working at Thai Express. Working was very tiring, standing for 6 hours is really making me sick. Not having my proper meals like i use too and my sufficient rest plus sleep is really killing me. But i must stay strong. I don't want to quit cause i don't want people to say that i'm lazy and cerewet. Okay i'm done with talking, need my rest. Bye! :D

2010-02-06T15:43:00.008+08:00

Do you ever feels uneasy about something your're not sure about.
Oh well this is what i'm feeling right now.
This feeling make me confuse of a certain things in life.
The things which i valued most in life right now.
The feelings of wanting to get it over and done with or just play along with this game.
And i'm still wondering am i really ready for this, is this what i really want in life right now.
I hate the past and i don't want to hear any of it anymore.
I hate waking up in the morning and that things still linger in my mind.
I need to learn to overcome this feeling, and learn to forget everything that has happen in the past.
And i hope there's no more hurtful stories in time to come.
And wish that it's gonna be better in future, and that it will last forever.

Anyway, just to let you guys know i'll be starting to work at Thai Express with Nafisah. :)
I don't like working at Triumph, I just don't like retail.
And love will be starting his work tomorrow at IMH. Don't forget to sent my regard to my 2nd boyfriend okay. hehe. :D
This means no more time to spent with you. :(
Anyway, i want to forget everything that has happen between the two of us. Let it be a lesson for the both of us and not to repeat it again in the future.
And i want you to keep your promises that you have made.
I love you so much okay. I want this to last forever. :D

Part of the list.

2010-02-03T01:14:00.002+08:00

Meet hyraah sygg just now, went to watch Santau with her at Suntec. It was scary okay. haha. You people should go and watch it. :) Anyway i'll be starting work tomorrow. Yes i got the job at Triumph. And tomorrow will be working at Metro Paragon. :) Wish me luck people, hope everything is gonna be fine.

And i'm so gonna miss you love. No more meet up like we used to do. And yes i'm feeling sad right now, cause both of us will be busy wih our own work. I hope we can managed our time well. I really love you so much, love. And nothing gonna change my feelings towards you boy.

I miss my love. :(

2010-01-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

I'm just gonna make a quick update, cause i'm not in a good mood right now. Someone pissed me off. Anyway yesterday went to watched movie with love, went to Vivo to watched Tooth fairy. The movie was great plus funny. Two thumbs up for that show, you people should go and watch it. It's worth watching. :) And yes i really had a great time with my love, this is the first time we so called go out on a date. Thanks dear for the treat, i appreciate it. :D And i'm so gonna miss you starting from tomorrow, please take care of yourself aites. I love you boy. Ohh, tomorrow i'm going for the interview again. Pray for me that i will get this job okay. :) Okay i'm done here, i'm feeling down. Bye!

Stay strong, but i can't.

2010-01-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

What is love?

Time checked: 2:10am, and i'm still not sleepy yet. I'm bored so i decided to blog. :D I don't know what i'm feeling right now. There's so many emotion in me that i just can't figure it out. Maybe i'm being too emotional about it, but the feeling i feels right now suck, i just can't describe it. I'm confuse right now, and i just don't understand you.
Anyway what is love? Am i falling in love or it's just a feeling of need? For me to be back in love is definitely a hard thing. Without any man, for the last few years and finally having someone is hard. I've been reminding myself, am i mentally and emotionally ready to except whatever that gonna happens, am i ready to except someone in my life right now. This is a huge thing cause i don't like to be in a short term relationship. Ohh well lets just go with the flow and see how things goes by day. And ya, this thing has got nothing to do with anyone aites, it's something random :)

I just want you to speak the truth, there's no need to go around the bush. And ya i'm okay with it, though i'm sad but i can managed.

You make me want to fall in love again! And yes, i do love you! :D

Love is a moment that lasts forever. <3

2010-01-23T15:04:00.006+08:00

I can't hide this feelings anymore but seriously i'm starting to fall for you boy. I'm sad when i receive your text messages this morning. What do you want to prove? I don't want to lose you! I cried last night thinking about what have happen. And yes i will respect your decision boy. Two long years of waiting and it has come to this. I know i was stupid waiting for something that i was not sure about. But it really happens, i was happy but for a while. And i guess i should be moving on. It was nice knowing you boy. :)

Why does shit always happens to me? I feels like crying now! Ohh god please give me the strength to overcome all this thing. :( I need someone right now.

Terlalu cinta, (Fir)

2010-01-17T23:28:00.005+08:00

Let me make a quick update. At last i've bought the Ipod Touch. :D Went to Sim Lim just now to look for my Ipod. And yes i'm really happy right now smiling from ear to ear! haha. Anyway i got something to share, that guy finally ask for my number from Nafisah. Yes i was happy but only for a while. Since we started contacting he seems to be different, didn't expect that his attitude was like that. I'm sad okayy, the guy whom i'm waiting for turns out to be.... Enough about him. Ohh well don't judge the book by it's cover. Okay don't want to blog anymore. Not in a mood right now, i'm sad! Bye!

2010-01-15T19:31:00.005+08:00

Finally i get to watch Avatar! Yesss! At last, the wait is over though it's not 3D, but still i'm happy. I know i'm out dated, many people have already watch it but i just got to watch it yesterday. Nevermind it's okayy. Anyway i watched that movie with someone. :D The movie was great, i like it a lot. And inside the cinema it was extremely cold, i was shivering all the way and my last two fingers were numb and has turned to purple colour. It was really shocking, and i can't even feel my fingers. haha. That boy keep asking me to buy hot water. haha. He paid for everything, best. And i had a great time with you yesterday. Thank you for the treat boy.

Anyway today went to the Triumph interview. Zahir recommend me this job, so i went to apply at jobstreet and they asked me to come down for the interview today. And the best part was no one was there to accompany me. I text everyone that i know but all could not make it as they are working. Sedih gyler. I went there all alone, and i don't really know that place. Board the circle line all by myself. And actually i got the job but i told her to give me a few more days to think cause i got another interview on Tuesday, as receptionist. I don't know that i've apply for that position. haha. Hopefully on Tuesday someone will be there to accompany me. :) So ya after the interview went to meet Abg Ayie, had our lunch first and then headed to Peninsular he wanted to survey his soccer boot and some other stuff. It was really tiring okayy walking with him, he goes to one shop to another and then back to the first shop. Penat gyler okay. haha. But i have fun with you. :D And he told Abg Khalid about something!! Nafisah tolong aku! haha. You should know what it is. Malu okay. haha. Okay i'm done talking! Bye. :D

Someone is crazy! :)

2010-01-13T19:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to ITE Bishan with my Hyraah sygg. We wanted to apply for higher nitec this April. Yes we are going back to school again. -_- This Indra told me that we need to go to the school to apply cause we need to reset our password or something but guess what we can just apply online. Waste our time je kn. Ini semua Indra Azriely nye pasal laa. haha. And the course (Early Childhood) which i wanted need O level. :( Sedih gyler okayy. End up me and hyraah apply for banking at Bishan. Hopefully this time we are able to get in.

And then we went shopping! I really spent a lot yesterday, but it feels like i just bought a few stuff. Anyway i need to save some of my money cause i'm not working already. Been asking people here and there for jobs. Pathetic kn i know. But i need job badly laa. haha. Anyway i want to watch Avatar 3D, sape nk tgk ngan saya? Maybe this friday i'm going to Abg Khalid chalet, but not confirm yet cause this Nafisah don't want to make up her mind whether she want to take MC or not and she have other plans! Bingit je! Org dah blang dier siang2 dier lagy blh book org laen this friday. bingit uh tk nk bbl ngan kau agik uh! Okay i'm done now! Bye!

2010-01-07T23:01:00.012+08:00

Finally i managed to upload all those pictures. Those pictures were taken during my kakak sedare wedding which was held last Saturday, 2nd January 2010 at Masjid Al-Iman. It was so happening, there were so many guest. The best part was that place was air-conditioned at least i feel comfortable in my baju kurung. :) And i cannot cuci2 mate cause i need to look after the berkat. It was really tiring okay, one whole day helping out. And they received quite a lot of those duit salam, i know cause my mom was the one keeping the money. Feel like running away with the many laa kn. The big bag was full with all those money and it's heavy too. But overall it was quite fun. :)

Anyway went to accompany illah syg last Tuesday, she wanted to go shopping and buy her niece's birthday present. And i just bought some tops only. I don't know what else to buy. hehe. Anyway she have asked her boss whether she needs another full-timer and her boss asked me to come for the interview yesterday and guess what the pay is so little okayy. For full-timer it's only $800, before deducting the CPF and for part time it's $4.50 per hour. Wth! My pay at Pure Yoga is so much more compare to that. And the worse part was that we need to work full shift and only gets one day off. My mom told me not to take that work cause the pay is so little. So ya when she call me tomorrow i will just reject her offer.

Anyway i'm so bored now, cause my little brother, my mom and all of my friends started working and schooling already. Left me who have not gotten a job yet. Anyway i'm so bored sitting at home all alone doing nothing. Pathetic kn. Pfft! Where can i get jobs? Just now meet Nafisah gyler! haha. Today is her off day, i really had fun with you babe. Anyway thank you so much cause you sacrifice your rest time just to accompany me. I appreciate it a lot okay! :D Okay i'm done talking! Bye! :D

2010-01-01T00:38:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year people. May this year be a better year for all of us. Anyway i don't want to write down my resolution here. :D I want to forget everything that has happened to me during 2009. Let it be a lesson for me and not to repeat the same mistakes that i've done.

And tomorrow i need to wake up extremely early in the morning, cause my cousin is getting married. :D This part i like cause blh cuci2 mate. hehe. Anyway, i need to give berkat to the little children tomorrow. Part nie tk best sekali, i don't like to give berkat okay. I'm the type of person who cannot keep still, i like to walk around to other places. I don't like to stand in one place and keep on the look out for small children. Tk best okayy!

Ohh, i can't wait to go shopping! hehe. Anyway, i've been thinking whether should i buy the IPOD Touch or not. I'm being fickle minded lately about this. :) And i'm gonna search for new job starting from next week. Anyone have jobs to recommend me? I really need a job badly. Feel free to call me or tag okay. :D Okay i got to go, i need to reply this irritating guy text msg. My handphone is so far away from me right now. haha. :D Take care people and enjoy your weekends, espeacially the little kids which are going back to school this coming Monday. hehe. All the best! :D

2009-12-28T16:42:00.006+08:00

Zan & Dyn

Pictures were taken last Thursday, went to Expo with my mum, aunts and cousins. I wanted to see "Perang Dapur" antare DJ Warna and Ria. It was fun i can't stop laughing seeing them making jokes as they were cooking. And the winner was Warna. My cousins wanted to take pictures with them. The irritating part was that all the mak cik2 was pushing me. And the makcik2 semua tk tau sabar, irritating nk mampos nie semua makcik2. Pfft! Anyway i've rebond my hair last Saturday. :D Finally my hair is smooth and it's easier for me to handle. But there are part of my hair which is badly damaged due to perming. I really regret preming my hair, it has spoilt my hair badly. :( Okayy enough about my hair. Anyway today is my dad birthday! Wooohhooo! Happy Birthday dad wish you all the best and stay healthy always. I love you! Gonna celebrate later with my family. My mum gonna treat him for dinner later. :D

And ohh congrats to Sezairi for winning this year Singapore Idols! My vote is not wasted! This shows that malay can sing! hehe. :D
To hyraah syg don't be sad okay everythig happens for a reason. I know how you feels okay but you need to be strong, and i know you are strong enough to overcome all of this. He's not the one for you, and i want you to erase him off from your heart or memory okayy. I love you! I will always be there for you. Have faith, there are better guys waiting for you out there. :D
Okay i need to get ready now. Bye!

2009-12-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

Yes! Yesterday went to the Pure Christmas Party at Ngee Ann City, was excited at first about the party. I thought i was the last one to arrived but the others were late too. I arrived at 8 plus, luckily they have not started the thing yet. Abg Ayie sent me to Ngee Ann, and all the way at town it's jam till about 11. Pffft! Thanks to Abg Ayie for helping me, met him first under my block and headed to Bugis to search for a dress Nafisah followed too. After that headed straight to Ngee Ann, and when i came in Kak Ima told me that she forgot to bring my gift. WTH! bingit je. haha. But it's okayy she promised me that she will pass it to me today. So ya she did bring it over to Chevron House just now. hehe. And i did not win the 1st prize at the lucky draw, mama won the 1st prize. Which is the washing machine. :) I only get shawl. Pathetic right? Anyway the party was okay, not that fun. But the best part was seeing Umar in the Santa outfit. So funny and cute, all the kids keep following him. haha. After the party met my family at paragon and reached home at about 2 am. The rest of the picture are in my facebook.

And yes today is my last day with Pure Yoga, i'm sad okay. I'm sad because i'm not seeing those bunch of crazy people anymore, and working with them was great. I enjoy every moment working with people at the Chevron House. They always make me laugh, and they were shocked when i told them that today is my last day they keep asking why and stuff. If only the management were good i would have stay there, and plus my manager is going also so ya i don't want to work with the manager from Taiwan. Seriously i'm missing them already! :( Just now before i went home took a lot of picture with them using Reza camera, once they have upload the picture i will post it. Tomorrow i will need to give back my uniform back. :( I'm missing Pure Yoga Chevron!! :( Okay enough i need to get some sleep now. Take care people and good night!

2009-12-15T16:16:00.002+08:00

Hello people! I know i've not been blogging for a long time, i've been busy with my work. And like today is my only off day since i work from last Wednesday, and i have not been getting enough rest. Anyway i got something to tell, i've resign. :) Like finally, i told my manager that my last day will be last Sunday but my manager ask me to work until this week, so ya this week is my last day working at Pure Yoga. Besst! Anyway no one knows that i'm gonna quit. hehe. Only my manager know, it's not the time yet to tell those people. If i tell them earlier they will be asking me a lot of questions which i'm lazy to answer. So let it be a secret for now. hehe. And i'm gonna search for new jobs now. :D

Anyway few days left till the Pure Christmas Party and i have not bought a gift for Sue. I don't know what to get for her. And my manager keep asking me to come for the Party. Anyone wants to accompany me to this party? And i still don't know whether should i go. I'm being fickle minded this past few days about going to this party. haha.

Okayy enough about my work. Anyway life been great, except for some of the work problems. And my brother just change his bike. Best kn! Cause he just got his BONUS! :D And ya brother been helping a lot he just gave my mom a thousand dollars when he get his bonus for this month. Bagos kn. Anyway been asking mom to go and search for me an IPOD today, but guess what she said wait for your dad. And now she's sleeping. Pffft! Bingit je. Okayy i got to go my irritating brother wants to use this lappy. Sibok je kn tk leh tgk org pakai sekejap. Bye. :D

2009-12-01T23:41:00.005+08:00

Hello peoplee! Sorry for not updating this blog, cause i got nothing interesting to share. hehe. Anyway that's Reza one of the crazy consultant at my work place, he's one of the fun people there. Never fails to make me laugh. :D Nazz text me just now and he said that my manager has resign, cause she got a better offer. And the manager from Taiwan will be coming here to cover. Sungguh tk best! And i don't know whether should i go to my company Christmas Party. Anybody want to accompany me? hehe.I want to get lucky draw prizes. :D The worse part is that everyone at the front desk need to get a gift for someone. And the person i need to buy the gift for is Sue, and i don't know what to buy for her. Okayy enough about work.

Anyway in few minutes time, it's Phyfee birthday. So ya, i would like to wish her a happy 18th birthday. May your dreams and wishes do come true. And be happy with your love ones. Have fun on your big day! I love you. :D

And naf just told me something just now about ....... something. And i'm really really super sad and just feels like giving up. :( Booohhoooo! Should i? Okayy enough no use talking about something that will never come true. Okayy i think i should be turning in now, will be working tomorrow morning. Good night!

2009-11-25T16:59:00.008+08:00

Pictures were taken on Monday, went to meet hyraah sygg after work. I miss her so much okayy, glad that she could make it. :D Met her around 1 plus and had our lunch first, did some shopping and i bought a top. And then we headed to JCO and slack our ass there. I love JCO donuts so much. :) And we do what girls love to do, gossip here and there. haha. Anyway had so much fun with her.

Ohh maybe i will reborn my hair, i don't like my hair now too dry and not curl. I regret perming my hair. I miss my straight hair, it's easier for me to take care. Mum said that i have waste so much money already. Yes i did waste so much money on products for my curls. :( Hope next month everything will get better. And yes tomorrow is my big brother 22nd birthday, and he will be renting a car tonight, hopefully we can go out. ;D Okayy i got to go i don't know what to blog anymore, need to do something. Bye. :D

2009-11-22T18:03:00.004+08:00

She so adorable right? She's mimicked the statue beside her.
Anyway sorry for not updating this blog for sometime been busy and lazy at the same time. hehe.
I'm just lazy to switch on my computer now cause i can checked my facebook or whatever through my handphone, so easy. :D
And yes! I've changed my handphone last sunday. ;)
Thanks to my dad for letting me upgrade the phone line.
And i decided not to buy the IPOD touch cause i don't want to waste my money on gadgets.
I'll probably buy next month or i don't know when. haha.
Anyway, i've told my mum that i really really want to find another job cause i really can't take it anymore working at that company.
I just don't feel like going to work anymore this past few days, i need to drag myself and i really hate it. And at work i will just put a fake smile. Pffft!
Work is really killing me, i feel like killing all those irritating members! Too fussy nk mampos.
Anyway, grandma slept over at my place this past few days cause she is sick again and no one is at my aunt house to take care of her, both my aunt are working.
And she will be back during hari raya haji too, so ya we will not be going out, celebrating hari raya haji at my place. Best! :)
Okay i got nothing else to blog, bye people. :D

2009-11-12T23:56:00.003+08:00

Credits to hyraah sygg for taking this picture. :)

Picture were taken yesterday, accompany hyraah sygg for her interview at Vivo City.
And finally she got that job. Congrates babe. Don't forget to treat me when you receive your pay okayy. hehe.
The rest of the picture i'm too lazy to upload cause my computer is so slow.
Sunday please come quick, i can't wait to get my new phone. hehe
And i'm still considering if i should get the Ipod Touch too. I'll think again. haha.

I asked my mum about something the other day.

Me: Mak kalau matair nur tua kn mak kasi tk nur matair ngan dier?
Mum: Okayy laa, tunang dulu then kalau kau nk belajar agik, belajar. Tapi laki2 tu mesti kaya. haha.
Me: Mak serious kasi? haha. Tk nk uhh sape seyy nk khawin skg. Nk enjoy dulu. hehe.
Mum: Tapi laki tu mesti ader keje tetap and kaya jadi mase depan kau terjamin. haha.
Me: Kalau kaya tapi kaki pompan uat ape kn.
Mum: Carik laa laki yang betul2.

My mum kasi laa. haha. But i won't laa, sape seyy nk khawin muda2.
Anyway gonna meet Nafisah tomorrow, i want to change my posb card.
And nafisah jgn buih okayy. Tido agak2 okayy? haha.

I miss someone. :(

2009-11-08T23:26:00.004+08:00

Time check, 11.28 pm. I'm bored so i decided to blog, currently listening to this particular song and it makes me wanna crying. I just don't know why i'm moody and feeling so sad this past few days, i don't know whats wrong with me. And i also don't know why i get irritated easily at work.

Anyway yesterday went to meet Abg Ayie and Nafisah, went to BPP to have our late lunch, it's been quite sometimes since we meet up and went out together. I just missed those days with them, they just made my day a perfect one. Had a long conversation with Nafisah after that, we talked about many things and one of that is during those days, to be exact about 2007 how i get to know his brother and the rest. During those days we used to go out frequently on Saturdays, with Abg Khalid, Kak Yanti. It was so enjoyable, i just love going out with them cause they are the most lovely people i knew during that year, and they never fails to make me laugh and put a smile back on my face. I can never forget every single things that we used to do during those times. Those memories are still fresh in my mind. Many things happened to me during that year, i just can't forget all the things that happened on 2007. Now everything has change all those people are busy with their work and fiance. And abg khalid will be getting married soon, next year. Ohh well i just miss those times and i miss them so much! :( Wish we could meet up some other time. Enough said, i'm done for today, Good night people! :D

One week of not working! Gerek pe! :D

2009-11-03T19:13:00.016+08:00

Thaqif.

Zahir singing Bila Rindu.

Nafisah dier pat belakang! :D

1st November 2009. Pictures are up, finally my camera is cooperating. :D Yes! Yes! i really had fun on that day cause i get to see someone. hehe. :D Only certain people will understand what i mean by that. Just let the pictures do the talking okayy. The rest are in my facebook. :)

Someone is mad with me about something i posted at my facebook. haha. He started talking nonsense and aku ape lagy malas uh nk layan. haha. He said that he treat me more than just a friend and stuff. Part nie dah malas! haha. Aku cume nk satu orang je, stick to the one. ;) And i don't know should i quit my current job and go for the interview with hyraah sygg tomorrow or should i just accompany her. I'm confuse right now, i think i will decide tomorrow. Okay i'm done for today. Bye semua.

Biarkan aku jatuh cinta pesonaku pada pandangan saat kita jumpa.

2009-11-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

I will just make a quick update about today event. Pictures will be upload once camera is cooperating with me. My camera just don't want to let me have the pictures. Pfft! So ya, went to Nafisah brother Wedding today, it was so fun okayy. I just love going to people wedding cause boleh cuci-cuci mata. haha. And yes i did cuci mata a lot just now, but i just like one only. Nafisah should know who i'm refering too. But too bad he doesn't have a handphone. Sedih pe. ;( And Thaqif is being very nice by following me to this function though he just came back from work. hehe. So we met around 1 plus under my void deck, he parked his bike there and we walk to the place, it's very near. Once reach they wanted to go to the lady's side, so i kpo2 go and follow. And the other side was so grand laa. I nk decoration mcm tuu bile i khawin blh? :D So ya met a lot of familiar faces. And Zahir sent me home. :)

Conversation with someone just now.

Me: You dah alek?
Him: Dah. I tgk you. you dah tk de. i alek laa.
Me: Ohhk.
Him: Why?
Me: Tanye je. Cepat you alek. Tk bbl ngan i pn.
Him: Ler mane ade. Abeh you dgn boyfriend.
Me: Mane ade, tu semua my sec school friends seyy.
Him: Mcm phm!
Me: Dah laa you action tk nk bbl ngan i.
Him: Mane ade sey, i mcm happy sey dapt jumpe you.
Me: Happy abeh tk nk jumpe i.
Him: Malu laa.

I also don't know why he is so shy. We have known each other for almost two years now. Tuu pn masih nk malu-malu. Ape je laa nie budak. :D

Aku Sedih sangat-sangat. ;(

2009-10-28T17:31:00.007+08:00

I'm here blogging just to reply to this YANNEY tag okayy. I think she simply don't understand what i wrote at the tag board the other time. So i will reply your tag at here specially for YOU. So people this is what she said.

Yanney: okayy, since you dont want to meet up, its fine with me hidayah. now, whats up with your back ups? im civilised much to settle this verbally.

Yanney: whats up with people from nowhere interfering? i believe that this issue is between us both? or either which, you n my sister. im neutral here btw.

Yanney: honestly, im not being biased. why get so worked out? lol. you guys dont seem to get the message. if you dont understand, i can clarify u know.
Yanney: or do you really want to make this issue open to the public? so tell me. the rest, shut up. i dont need your opinions. this goes for you too guest.

Hello Yanney, so heres the thing since when did i say i don't wanna meet up?And why would i wanna meet you for? Do i own any explanation to you, do this thing involve you in the first place? As far as i know i have explained everything. So what the thing that you are not happy with? And i told your sisters countless times that i'm not refering that thing to your mom. Ohh well who started it first anyway. So why get mad now? Who's the coward here? Me or your sister? Or she's just playing dumb here? And for the last time i will repeat it again for you incase you have forgotten, this thing is between me and your sister. Don't be such a busy body tagging here. If she's not satisfied with me, she can say it on her own part. And ohh she have my number by the way she can just call. No need to be like little kids tagging at people tag board okayy.

Whats up with my back ups? Ohh they are my dearly friends for your info except for the guest. They can tag all they want, cause this is my tag board. Interfering? I thought the one intefering is your friend, stop the pretence will you. You are interfering too btw. Anyway there's no need for you to clarify it for me. I understand it clearly, unlike someone who don't. I'm not making this thing open to public anyway, who started tagging at my tag board first? Who making this thing a huge fuss? Whereas i have explain and told you numerous times. Why you people get so mad for in the first place, did i even mentioned that it was your mom i'm talking about, did i wrote your mom's name there? Obviously NO. You people don't even have proof or evidence that i'm talking about your mom. So stop accusing okayy? And ohh who are you to tell the rest to shut up? Hello it's my tag board here they can say whatever they want there. It's my friends you are talking about. The one who is suppose to shut up is you and your lovely friend guest. You and guest are not welcome here anyway. So i don't need you two comments and asking me what to do. Get this dissolve in your brains okayy? And stop acting that you don't know guest. Great acting you two. A big round of applause people.

*And ohh tell your dearly sister to pay back my money asap and return back what she have borrowed from hyraah. Thank you! And ohh stop tagging will you. If you are not satisfied just dial my number will do. :)

Cramps plus flu! Ohh great!

2009-10-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

Hello Everbody! hehe. Anyway, i'm glad that everything has come to an end. No more disturbance from those people. :) Yesterday my parents and myself went down to my little brother school cause he class have completed the Step Up programme, and they invited the parents to listen and see what they have been doing for the past few months. And my brother wrote a speech on his experience during that programme, it was so funny seeing him saying his speech infront of all the parents, he was talking so softly. haha. My mom asked me to take a video of him. But i'm to lazy to upload his picture and the video. And he won the most cheerful participant. hehe. Mcm phm je kn cheerful. :)

Yesterday i really spent a lot. I bought the G-Shock watch that i've been wanting for a few months back. And i really like it a lot. I also bought a few tops. There goes all of my money. :( My lilttle brother also bought a Adidas watch. I think it's the new model. Tomorrow i will be working in the morning, boring! boring! Actually i have nothing to say i just blog for fun cause this ACTION ask me to update. haha. ACTION dah update okayy. hehe. :) Okay i need to sleep, good night people. :D

2009-10-19T00:46:00.005+08:00

I would like to thank those who help me a lot with the spammer thing. I really appreciate it a lot guys. Well i hope this week will be a better week for me, last week many unpleasant things happened and i don't wish things to happen again. And i would like to say sorry to my mom because of all this things. I know i should not have drag you into the story, i'm truly sorry mom i cried because of this thinking of you makes me wanna cry now. I love you so much mom. And ya all my family members knew about this things, and they just asked me to ignore. I'm trying too, it's just that i can't take it when others talk about my parents, you can talk about me all you want but don't get my parents involve. They are innocent.

Anyway, last Saturday i gave my mom a treat, for her belated birthday. We had Delifrance for dinner. Since she been asking me to bring her there so i decided to treat her for her birthday. The food was okayy, i still prefer Swensen. :)

And guess what just now when i was on my way to work there is this guy, suddenly approaches me and started talking to me. I was so scared as there was no one else at the LRT Platform, he asked me so many question and then asked for my number. I was like wth seyy, this guy must be insane. Out of nowhere he asked me stuff and then asked for number. And the worse part was he sat beside me all the way until Choa Chu Kang, and till the MRT platform. Scary right, only god knows how scared i was that time. haha. :)

I'll admit it, I was scared to answer loves call.

2009-10-17T23:53:00.010+08:00

Spammer are here again. Omg they have nothing better to do, so free is it? haha. Spam all you want okayy small children with low IQ. You like talking about my mom so much right, don't get mad when later i talk about your fucking fugly mom okayy. So what my mom is fat? Atleast she have a HUSBAND! haha. Pffft! I can't be bothered with all this small children. I have better things to do then entertaning them. If i'm ugly why you care so much? You think you are so damn pretty? So what if you are attached? I heared that you always get dump by guys. Pathetic. So don't get excited now you might not know later you will get dump again. haha. I'm the one who choose not to get into a realationship right now. So why are you being fucking busy body? And ohh i'm not the type of person who is so desperate for guys just to forget about the ex and i won't do hanky panky with that guy when i know i'm nothing to him. Memalu kn melayu je pompan mcm nie tk de maruah. What for you are pretty but guys only wants to use your BODY! And then he dump you after that. So pathetic laa. :)

Anyway someone told me that talk face to face if i'm not happy, don't blog zaman lambat. But look at your friend first okayy. If you want to talk about us no need to use that nickname okayy. And guess what i don't see you guys as FRIEND too except for the other two. This is the reason why many people don't like you guys. Do some reflection okayy. Anyway if you don't see me as a friend i won't bother lending you money. And i will keep asking you to pay back but no, i'm not that type of person cause i know you have financial problems. And when you want to pay back i will ask you first whether you have cash with you or not. Do you ever think of this? And since when we asked for you people help when we are at tiff? No i did not ask for any of you guys help, you are not helping but you are making it worse that time so don't act as if you are so good. Not once did you bring us back together but we are the one who managed to get it solved by ourselves. So don't terasa and perasan okayy. And once and for all stop involving my mom in this situation. And i don't regret losing a friend like you two cause i know i don't need a friend like you. :) Btw don't used other people name okayy? So not original. Atleast my friend name is better then having a nickname of ****. :)

2009-10-15T23:56:00.005+08:00

Hello people i'm kinda mad with this stupid bloghopper, dah makin menjadi-jadi laa kn. Anyway i know who you are fucker. Though you spam then you put the URL you think i'm gonna believe that the person was the one who spam. Stop it eh, i'm not born yesterday okayy. Stop being childish okay, dah berbulu otak masih macam budak-budak. First tag bbl melayu then teros tukar jadi cine pe. Nk spam pun pakai otak sikit okayy, nk spam otak tukar dulu laa. And since when i curse your parents, i just write about the situation. I did not say the bloghopper mom is a widow. What i said was, for what have a nice face. Please read properly first before you want to say others. Tau spam tapi tk tau bace pe? Easy sentence pun susah pe nk faham? Kau gy kolah ke tk uhh? Kesian btl uhh. Curse all you want okayy bloghopper, cause your curse won't bring me anywhere. :)

And yesterday i received a text msges from minah FANATIC! Bbl fanatic gyler nye maki-maki and tudoh-tudoh pulak tuu. Ehh minah FANATIC, nie baru aku bbl pasal kau, aku blang kau siang-siang jadi kau tk payah nk tudoh-tudoh okayy. :) She said to me zaman bile nk sms semua. But who are the one who text me first kalau tk nie minah FANATIC abeh ckp org kecot tk tau nk call. What for i want to call her right, why would i want to waste my bill calling pompan FANATIC mcm dier. I don't understand people like her. She simply can't understand simple malay words untill she asked me to call. Think people got time to explain to her over and over again. Otak seriously mati uhh. Ehh minah FANATIC kau pn ade blog kn kau jgn nk step zaman bile blog-blog semua uhh. Cermin diri sendiri dulu okayy. Bbl tk perlu macam mane nye minah uhh. Kau fikir aku kental pe mcm kawan kau kene maki2 ngan kau diam je. Tk ke fanatic nie pompan pekara kecik je bbl mcm pekare tu mane nye besar. Eh minah FANATIC perangai stop it ehh! Zaman bile nk fanatic2?

2009-10-14T17:20:00.011+08:00

Pictures were taken on the 10.10.2009. It's my mom's birthday, and that day my brother went raya-ing with his friends. He told my mom not to cooked anything on that day he will surprised my mom. And he came with Pizza and Swensen cake. All of his friends started singing birthday song when my mom cut the cake. It was unexpected and my mom was so shy. haha. But my mom enjoyed it. I have not gave anything for her yet, i have not received my pay but i will treat her something this Saturday. And i still don't know where to bring her. -_-

And yesterday we went to celebrate hyraah sygg birthday. Me, Lin, Yanti and As surprised her by going to her house. Hope you like the present that i gave you. Pictures are in my facebook. :)

Anyway i don't know why some people can't mind their own business. To the passerby, i know who you are, stop pretending okayy. Though you use that name it's so fucking obvious that it's you. You are old enough to think okayy, you do not need me to tell you right? Anyway it's my mom face it does not concern you people and she does not fucking bother you right? Atleast she have a loving husband who love her and dote her very much. What for have a face that is nice but you are a widow or even worse your husband left you hanging with childrens to take care and he has another wife and enjoying himself. So pathetic. And my mom knows how to teach her children some manners, to respect the elderly and not to talk about other people moms. I guess your mom do not teach you some basic and simple manners. :) And if you are so brave enough to dirty my tag board, you should have the courage to say it right in front of my face.

I just can't stop laughing reading something on the net. haha. I just don't get it why people like to take thing seriously and do not want to find out the truth first but they just jump to conclusion. I don't want to elaborate more. And people it's my blog okayy i have the rights to write whatever that i like in here. If you don't like it you may feel free to click on the cross red button located on the top right hand corner of the screen okayy. :) Happy reading people.

2009-10-07T23:20:00.004+08:00

I just don't know what bothering me this past few days. I hate this feelings, i kept thinking of you. Why like suddenly you start to appear in my dreams. As far as i know for the last few years i managed to forget everything that had to do with you. Not even once i dreamt about you or even think about our memories. I just don't know what wrong with me. Am i missing you so much. It's just that till now i have not found someone as sweetest as you. Till this days i still kept my promises that i have made. Well i know you are happy with your life right now. All the best to you. :) I miss those days with you.

I just want to let my feeling out here. This thing has been bothering me enough. I just want to say that i hate people who just thinks about themself, they just wants to make themself happy or even people close to them. They never think about others feelings. We have to follow what they say or want. People have their own thinking and opinion so we can't always follow what you people want. And if people are busy with something on that day they will not even bother asking or reconsider the plan they will just go with their own decision, not thinking about what the other party will feels. If one of the people close to them are busy they can even make an effort to plan everything again. If not, they will make a big fuss about it. Pfffftt!

Okayy enough i won't elaborate more. I just finish watching Singapore Idol just now and Farhan my favourite is out today. I'm so sad. :( Duane should be out seyy not Farhan. :(
I'm done here, Bye bye and good night people. :)

2009-10-01T20:46:00.002+08:00

Firstly i would like to wish my baby a happy 18th birthday! May all your dreams and wishes do come true sygg. I love you so so much. :) After work i went to meet my hyraah sygg, celebrate her birthday together. We had lots and lots of fun, though it's just the two of us laa kn. I hope you enjoy today outing sygg. And sorry babe i have not buy anything for you yet, i promise i will buy your present soon. I just don't have time to buy your gift as you know that i'm working all the way. So i treated her Mee Hor Fun as i don't know why she suddenly crave for that. haha. I really happy to see you smiling and laughing just now. And i hope you enjoy your birthday today. Once again happy birthaday. And i love you so much tau. ;)

2009-09-23T17:10:00.013+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya people! Pictures were taken during first day of Hari Raya. And our whole family wore blue this year except for my big brother, he wore red. hehe. Cos he didn't buy the same colour as us and instead he bought the same colour with his girlfriend which is red. Pfffftttt!! So yaa we went to my grandma house first and then followed by my mak long house. Guess what this year i did not get any GREEN PACKET from my aunties and uncles. :( Boring seyy. This year is quite boring not last time few years back. The feeling is so different.

And the second day of Hari Raya we did not go out. So boring nk mampos pat rumah! Only some came to my house. The reason why we did not go out on the second day of hari raya is because most of them went back to kampong due to the long holiday. Pffft! So the second day we were all at home watching tv. And my hair is not curly seyy! Stupid shop i won't come back to do my hair at there anymore seyy. Waste my money only. :(
And to all my friends jangan lupe datang umah okayy. :)

2009-09-14T23:14:00.003+08:00

Pictures are up, taken during last Saturday outing went to celebrate As 18th birthday at Marina Square PizzaHut and breakfast too. I really had a lot of fun, laughed a lot, this Lin always make me laugh. So ya after eating suddenly the light went off and one of the staff brought out her cake and everyone at the restaurant sang together with us the birthday song. Best kann. Hope you like it babe. :D After chilling at pizza hut, Lin decided to play pool, all of them played except me cos i don't know how to play laa. Seriously i had a lot of fun on that day with you babes. Next will be hyraah sygg birthday. I can't wait. :DD

And ohh i would like to thank Ridhwan for the staff discount and everything. I really appreciate it a lot. Thank you so much. And i don't know what to blog about you. hehe. All i can say is that AGONG IS HOOOOTTTTT!!! Can't deny it laa. haha. Anyway make up your mind okayy on this coming Thursday whether you want to breakfast with me ke tk. Tell me earlier okay. And jangan merajok agik okayy. haha.

Ohh i already bought my stuff for Hari Raya, yesterday went to Geylang with my family members. I bought some more baju raya. hehe. The only thing that i have not yet buy is my shoes, don't know when will i go and buy. And i have not decided when will i go and perm my hair, cos this whole week i'm working. :( Hyraah sygg bile nk gy uat rambot, and when will you be free? Text me okayy. And ohh my brother just got back home from Johor and he bought a lot of stuff for Hari Raya. :) Okayy i'm done here, good night people. Bye. :D

2009-09-13T23:55:00.004+08:00

I'll update maybe tomorrow.
Will be updating about Saturday outing. :D

2009-09-05T21:32:00.004+08:00

Finally i get to upload my pictures with the help from RннуNαянн. Thank you so much babe. :DD Blogger mcm sial!! Bingit seyy. So ya yesterday went to break fast with my babes at Food Culture. Phyfee, Illah, Naf, Chubby and Ct was there except for Nana. Only god knows how much i miss all of them. Finally get to meet them after so long, i don't know how long we have not met each other, but some are months and years. haha. And i had a lot of fun with them yesterday. Did a lot of catching up. And the next outing we will be going to Geylang! Can't wait, maybe it will be next week. Hopefully the next outing everyone can make it. :DD

Currently i'm listening to Hari Raya songs while blogging. hehe. Feeling-feeling Raya already, but i have not clean the house yet not even one part of the house is being clean. haha. Everyone is busy with their own things. Dad have been nagging non stop asking me to clean the windows. This part tk suke sekali laa. But no matter what i have to do, everyone have their own task to do. And i will ask my lil brother to help me. haha. I don't know why out of a sudden like there's many people talking to me in msn. Irritating seyy, malas nk layan. hahaha. And ohh i have decide that i'm going to perm my hair. Me and hyraah sygg going to survey some saloon together but i don't know when. hehe. Okayy i have nothing else to blog about. hehe. Bye. :D

2009-09-02T16:25:00.009+08:00

Assalamuailaikum semua. hehe. :) Sorry for not updating this blog for some time. I've been busy with my work and sometimes i'm just too lazy to switch on my computer. :D Work suck! I hate this company i feels like quiting this job seyy, but if i quit i don't know where to find a new job. I like the people there but it's just that i don't like the management people. Pffft! And now Kami and Joanie have already resign. I will be bored without Joanie around, cause she never fails to make me laugh and she will be there when i need someone to talk to about work. And she will helps the front desk people a lot though it's not her job. She always remind me to continue studying and so much more. She likes to nag like a mother sometimes. hehe. And i'm so gonna miss her so so much. :( Amber told me just now that she also wants to resign. She have already make the resignation letter. See laa a lot of people want to resign seyy. Pffft! It will not be the same without them around. :(

Okayy enough about this stupid job of mine. Ohh yesterday was supposed to break fast with my babes but due to some reason that Lin had to work last minute the thing was cancel. I really miss my babes so so much. And the only day that we are going to meet up is during As birthday, and that is like next week seyy. Babes bile nk kua gy Geylang? Meet up soon okayy. And ya yesterday went to buy some stuff for Hari Raya at Giant. And finally my bed have arrived, i'm super duper happy. :DD It's so soft, and all i do now is lay down and cuddle on my bed all day long. hehe. And btw i don't know whether should i perm or just cut my hair? Any ideas what should i do with my hair? I want to perm but i'm a little bit scared that it won't turn out to be nice. How! How! How! haha. And ohh hari raya song is out in the radio. Best best suke sekali . haha. Okayy i'm done for today, i want to sleep. :DD And ohh happy fasting people. Bye. :)

2009-08-22T22:51:00.005+08:00

Firstly i would like to wish my little brother Muhammad Aliff a Happy 14th Birthday.
May all your dreams and wishes do come true and study hard okayy.
And please stop being irritating laa. haha.
I can't upload his picture, blogger sucks. Arrrgghh!
So ya today is the first day of ramadhan, and we break our fast at Al-Azhar my dad wants to treat my little brother.

Anyway Eric the CR was being terminated already. I really pity him a lot cos he was not at fault.
I really hate this company seyy, they only hear one part of the story and not giving Eric a chance to explains anything.
And Joanie the CR also going to resign soon she also thinks that this company sucks and the people too. I know why everyone who works here can't stay long, because all the people and the management here are not fair. They don't treat their workers well.
Ohh well if i got a better job i will surely resign soon. Pffftt!

Anyway to whoever spam my tag please get a life okayy and put your real name in the future.
Spam all you want i don't care, and seriously if you don't like what i write don't bother coming here wasting your time reading my blog. :D
Okayy i'm done for now. Bye. :)

2009-08-20T21:29:00.005+08:00

I know i did not update this blog of mine for sometime, cos i'm so busy with work and nothing else. Pfft! This whole week i need to work all the way from Monday to Friday, and seriously i'm really really tired. Did not get enough sleep and rest for the past few days. And on Tuesday i need to come to work in the afternoon to cover for Amber cos she went over to NAC. And the next morning i'm working morning shift. Penat gyler, but i try my best to come to work though i'm sleepy. haha. Anyway Kami is going to resign and i don't know why. I have asked her many times not to but she have already make up her mind and i'm so gonna miss her so much. :( And i think that this have to do with Sue. I know she don't like her and ya every CCR don't like her too. haha. Anyway yesterday Eric the CR was being suspended cos he had an argument with his manager, and just now i did not see him at all. And ya i'm gonna miss him and all of his craps jokes. All the people there got attitude problem seyy. I know Eric was not at fault it's his manager fault. Gyler nye pompan. And ohh i can't wait to see this member tomorrow. He is so damn hot seyy, everyone say so. haha. He's going for yoga classes tomorrow. :D

Okayy enough about my work, anyway things are okay between me and my hyraah sygg. And ya for the past few days i meet her and we go shopping together. I miss her like a lot seyy. And this month i bought so many things. haha. I just want to say that i'm happy that it's over and i really do not wish this things to happen again. I love you babe! :) Anyway my mom have already bought a lot of food for this fasting month. And ya puasa tinggal 1 hari lagy. :) Btw our family has already bought our baju raya. This year we are wearing Blue. :D Hungry ghost festival is here, i'm so scared to go home alone if it's already late night. haha. And tomorrow i will be doing closing! I ask my brother to fetch me from work tomorrow and i don't know he wants to fetch me or not. If he don't want to fetch me i don't know how seyy. haha.
I'm done for now i need to sleep laa, my eyes like panda eyes already. haha. Good night people. Bye.

2009-08-12T23:58:00.016+08:00

Guess what when i came to work yesterday, i was surprised that inside my drawer there was a present. Amber and Naz shared and bought me this, so sweet of them kn. hehe. They bought for me a bracelet and a big Famous Amos Cookie. Till now i did not eat the cookie. Like sayang laa want to eat, so nice. haha. So ya today i'm not working and all i did was watch tv and eat. hehe. And tomorrow will be working in the afternoon with Kami. Anyway, Taze told me to work more on this coming September cause this Sue the new girl will be taking unpaid leave and wants to go out of the country to i don't know where. Pfft! Seriously i really don't like her she is so arrogant. She likes to attract attention, and show off her big breast. Irritating seyy. And ya i won't get to celebrate Hari Raya that much. :(

And speaking of Hari Raya, fasting month is coming and i'm so excited. Get to eat nice-nice food. And mom said that this Saturday will be going to Geylang, to find our baju kurung. :) And i still can't decide what colour should i wear. hmmm. Btw my mom just bought a new bed for me and herself and i super like it, tk sabar they will deliver it on the 29th ohh please come quick i can't wait to sleep on my new bed it's so soft not like my current bed the spring all can feel seyy. haha. Okayy i need to get some sleep now super sleepy already. Good night, Bye. :D

Ohh please stop the pretends.
I know what is going on that day, and i will just shut up.
Ohh i hate this.

2009-08-09T23:03:00.015+08:00

Pictures up. So yesterday meet up with my babes, they celebrated my birthday together.
We celebrate at Esplanade roof top.
They bought cakes and a lot of food. Thank you so much you guys i really appreciate it.
And something happens which i won't elaborate it cause i'm sick and tired i will just shut up for now.
Sorry to you i just feels that way, sorry if i hurt you i didn't meant it. I just want to be alone for sometime.
I'm really really angry with someone right now.
And ya i cried yesterday after i came back home, i cried like a little girl on my mum shoulder. haha.
My mum was like tuu laa kn mak dah cakap. Ya laa serve me right for not listening to her advice. haha.

ANYWAY HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

And my dad ask me to take driving license now, and ya i think i'm going to take it soon after talking to my brother how the things goes. :)
Okayy i'm done here i don't want to talk so much, something are just not meant to be said here.

I just feels like running far away from all of this.

2009-08-07T00:03:00.001+08:00

My birthday is today! And i'm legal 18 now. haha.

Up there are the present i receive today, Kami bought for me a cake, puff, pies, chocolate and a milo drink. Thank you so much babe i love you so much.

And my manager (Taze) came early in the morning to Chevron just to pass my present, she bought for me a bracelet, and a small round cake.

At the evening, i celebrated my birthday with all of my family members, my mom order pizza and bought for me a birthday cake, and the last present there is from Abg Ayie. :)

So ya yesterday night i received birthday wishes from all of my friends, thank you so much guys i appreciate it a lot.

(thru phonecalls/sms)

-As

-Khai East

-Naz

-Nafisah

-Illah

-Zahir

-Wandi

-Yanti

-Kami

-Taze

-Larel

-CEO of PURE YOGA-Colin

-Reza

-Prakash

-Chris

-Joanie

-Raden

-Amber

-Hyraah Sygg

-Safa

-RHYNA

-Abg Ayie

-Lin

Okayy i'm done here, i want to sleep. Good night, bye. :)

2009-08-05T22:09:00.004+08:00

I'm so sad right now, i don't what going to happen next.
Though my words are a little harsh or it may have hurt someone then i'm sorry, i just speak from what i feel and how i'm being treated.
What a reason to blame it on my birthday right? You do not have to keep a distance right? Why after reading my blog then you want to ask me all this, why not before that?
Ohh well i just feels that the reason you gave me was so stupid. You could at least talked to me or something if there was a secret or what so ever you need not tell me right? Why out of so many reason you choose the reason to be my birthday, when it's meant to be a happy day for me.
Why ruin it? I just don't get it. I never asked you guys to make anything for me, all i wanted was you guys are there during my birthday celebrating it with me even if there was no cake, present or anything, i just want to spent some quality time with you people during my birthday my big day.
I don't know how to face you people on that day, i just feels half hearted now.
And i'm so sorry if you people feels anything.
I still love you as my bestfriend and hope you still do.
And seriously i miss you a lot. ;(

2009-08-02T21:53:00.006+08:00

Heyhoo People.
I know it's been sometime since i last update, and i got a lot to share.
i just got back home, i bought some tops from cotton on. I don't want to rely so much on others. :)
Anyway, my manager asked me to come to work just now at NAC. So my answer will be NO of cause. haha.
Yesterday i just help her by going to NAC to cover for some of the people there. I just don't get it why must she always us the people from Chevron house to cover for people there, when there is more people at NAC compare to Chevron House. And she keeps asking me to go there, why can't she ask the Part timer at NAC. Pfft!
And tomorrow i will be working again, and i need to extend my working hours cause Nazri is MC.

It's the second day of August and my birthday is coming. I just can't wait. :)
I'm not expecting much cause i know what gonna happens.
And my mom said that she going to celebrate my birthday. At least there is some people who still remember and care about me, they don't ask you to do anything that you dislike or what so ever.

Mom told me to be strong and don't rely on others the next time. She have been listening to my problems for the past few months. She my everything and i really love her a lot. I don't need you people to listen to my problems or my achievements cause i know they don't even care. They will just listen for the sake of listening and just wants to make you feels good. :)
I learn a lesson now, not to be too kind to people cause they will not appreciate what you have done for them. I don't like people who pretend, just say the truth or raise out your opinion there's no need to pretend, people will know the truth in the future.
I don't know why we are drifting apart. For all i care i have done nothing wrong. Why keep the distance? If there is something wrong just tell me.
Or you just like to talk around? And i don't care what you want to talk about me cause i don't give a damn.
And lastly don't give me lame excuses. I just hate it. And btw all of your excuses are fcuking bullshit it does not make sense at all. :)
I don't need you people accompany to make me feel happy.
Sorry if anyone feels hurt or anything. I just want to voice out my opinion. So don't terasa. :D
I'm done here i need to sleep will be working in the morning.
Goodnight, bye.

2009-07-28T23:21:00.001+08:00

Hello People.
i just come back home from meeting Abg Ayie. He just pass me my birthday present.
Last Saturday he could not meet me cause he had to work last minute.
So ya he bought for me a Adidas wallet. :)

Anyway last Sunday went over to visit my Aunt, which just gave birth.
And guess what the baby name is Muhammad Nazri. haha.
I will upload his picture soon. He's so cute laa. :)

Tomorrow will be working in the morning, with Kami. Pffft! I hate working morning shift, the train is pack with people and it's so smelly. Those people do not bath when they come to work laa. Haiyoo!
And ohh i miss my babes, just now had a chat with Lin over the phone, she never fails to make me laugh. she's already working now. Lin meet up soon laa. Anyway all the best with your new job. Don't forget to treat uss. :)
I asked this yanti nyonya to meet tomorrow but she said she have not receive her pay yet. I want to go shopping with her. Yanti make it soon okayy.
Okayy i need to get some sleep. Good night, Bye.

2009-07-24T22:49:00.003+08:00

Hello People. I just got back from work.
Today working was soooo fun, Nazri was so funny. I can't stop myself from laughing. If everyday like this, i will want to come to work everyday.
Anyway blogger is so fcuking irritating. I don't know what happened to mine. Pfft!
Btw my Aunt just gave birth yesterday, and it's a baby boy. :)
But they have not decide the name yet.
I want to go see her baby but my little brother is sick, pity him.
He called me just now before i went to work he asked me to fetched him from school. But too bad i was working if not i would have fetched him.
Luckily my brother fetched him if not i don't know how he going to survive in school. Haha.
And today i will be sleeping alone without my little brother. :(

I just got to know that Aishah is not working anymore. I don't know either she was terminate or she quit.
And there will be a new staff next week. Pffft!
Tomorrow i will be working, and after that i need to meet Abg Ayie, he wants to give me my birthday give. :)
Cepat kn he bought my present. haha.
Anyway my birthday is coming people.
Few days time. :))
I'm done here, Bye. ;D

2009-07-22T22:35:00.009+08:00

I don't know what happened to my blog, i think there is a virus. Pffft! It happens few days back, and it's really annoying.
Never mind, anyway today is the day we get to watch the Eclipse, and i wake up early in the morning just to watch it but it was raining. haha.
So ya i miss the chance. Eclipse was at China and India i think.
So i need to wait for hundred more years to see that again and by the time i would be dead already. haha.

So anyway i meet my little brother just now after he finish his CCA.
I meet him at Choa Chu kang Lot One, i wanted to get myself a short and at the same time i buy for him a shirt.
Btw yesterday i went shopping with Yanti nyonya and hyraah sygg.
I was fickle minded i don't know what to buy, we went to a few malls from Tampines to Tampines 1 to Parkway to Raffles City to Suntec and then to Bugis and i still could not decide what to buy. haha.
But i finally bought a jeans at Fox Bugis. haha.
To Yanti sorry to trouble you. :)

Seriously i'm mad with you....
If you don't want to do anything for me then it's okayy for me i never ask for it.
Don't just do it for the sake of doing, you won't make me happy at all.
I've told you in the first place that i don't like it, but yet you still want to carry on but if you still want to do it then i have nothing else to say.
And don't blame me if anything happens. :)

Anyway to Yanti nyonya i'm sorry for just now, i'm seriously not in the mood.

Okayy i'm done i ned to get some sleep. Will be working tomorrow. -__-
Good night, Bye.

2009-07-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

The time now is 12.45am
Currently i can't get back to sleep cause of this As who suddenly called me in the middle of the night asking me if i'm okayy or not, funny right. haha.
So my dear friend As i'm perfectly fine, i really don't know why like out of the blues you called me and ask if i'm okayy or not. I did not get the H1N1 flu yet so don't worry laa. Nevermind anyways thanks for the care and concern babe, really appreciate it a lot. And one more thing i miss you laa meet up soon okayy no more excuses next time.

Anyway, today went out with my family we went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
And my cousins all watched it with us too very the kecoh inside the cinema.
They can't seat quietly and watch must talk, ask this and that. I can't concentrate seyy.
But luckily i could understand the whole story, and it was an 2 hours 35 minutes movie.
By the time this kids can't keep quite, they start to get restless and bored.
So next time don't bring small kids to watch movie, they are annoying.
The movie was okayy for me, not that good compare to the other Harry Potter's movie.
Okayy laa i'm done i want to sleep, dah sleepy.
Good night, Bye. ;D

I'm speechless.
You should have known.

2009-07-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late update again.
You people should have known by now that i'm busy with work, work and work.
I've been doing closing for the past few days, and will be back home late.
So by the time i reached home i will be tired and all i do is sleep.
And last Wednesday Abg Ayie is being very nice by fetching me from work with his car, though he just got back from work. So sweet of him kn. :)
I thought that if he fetched me i could atleast reached home earlier and could rest.
But guess what we went to have our late dinner first, and by the time i reached home it was around 12 plus. haha.
But i had fun with him, since i've not meet him for so long.

And just now Amber call asking if i could work tomorrow, cause Aishah is taking unpaid leave. And my answer was no. i told them that i have something on tomorrow.
And if i'm working tomorrow i will be working with Nazri. I want to help him but i have something on. And seriously the only person that i like working with, is him. The rest i don't really like, they have attitude problems.
And ohh i feels that this company is not giving the pay that i should have receive, cause my recent pay was too little and i've been like working for 12 hours and 8 hours.
I feels like quiting this job, i can't stand the management people there, i find that they don't treat us well.
okayy enough said i don't want to elaborate more.

Enough about work for now.
Anyway life have been great. Except for something that i just want to keep it as a secret between myself.
Lately i'm not in a good mood and i don't know why, i will get angry easily even for little things.
And ohh i just want to say this, i find that all guys can't be trusted.
They just can't keep up to their promises.
And i feels that it's better without them in my life.
And for the past few years of my life, i have not found any guys that are nice and could be trusted. They are all here to have fun.
Okayy i've said enough, i should stop here i don't know why i'm being emotional here.
I should get some sleep now.
Good night, bye.

*I hate being treated this way.
It just doesn't feels right.
I just feels like there's something change.

2009-07-13T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hey ho People!
Sorry for not updating this blog. Been busy with work as usual.
Guess what this week i'm only working on wednesday and thursday only.
And for this two days i need to do closing! Tk suke sekali! Pffft!
And on thursday they put me with Aishah to do closing. I was like wth seyy i just learned closing like two days only and i get to do closing once but with Eve help.
And they ask me to do closing with Aishah who is a new staff also, both of us just learn somemore.
Seriously, i don't know what time we will be going home. So stupid!
Okayy enough about work, make me angry je.

Btw tomorrow will be meeting my babes again.
And i'm so happy. ;D I miss them so much laa.
This Yanti Nyonya wants to buy a birthday gift for that guy.
And she ask me to bring some stationary stuff to write for that guy.
Yanti one word i write for you, i charge you 10 cent okayy. haha.
Btw Yanti Nonya i now how u feels okayy, you need to be strong i know you can forget about him.
We are all here for you, if you need any help you can always call us.
Btw my gums hurts alot seyy, the back of my lower tooth is growing, and it's so painful i can't eat hard food seyy.
Okayy i got to go i need to meet Abg Ayie, i want to take the 17 Again DVD that he bought for me. :)
Bye-Bye. ;)

2009-07-07T16:24:00.003+08:00

hello people.
Sorry for not updating this blog, i've been busy with work! work! work! pfft!
Been working 8 hours straight, usually i only work 5 hours. And seriously i'm really tired.
So today and tomorrow i'm not working! Yeaaaahhhh!
And my place now have new staff Aishah and Kami, they will be taking over Eve and kak Hidya.
And this Aishah like to call me Kecik, cause i'm the youngest there. haha.
On this Thursday i will be doing closing with Eve, i really hate doing closing.
So many things need to do and remember, and if we can't finish on time we will go home late.
And this Saturday will be working at NAC, my manager is so irritating she asked me to cover for her at there cause she wants to come over to chevron house.

Maybe tomorrow will be meeting my babes.
I can't wait, i miss my hyraah sygg and this Yanti Nyonya laa.
And ohh now i'm addicted to Michael Jackson songs, especially You are not alone. ;D
okayy i'm done here. bye!

2009-06-30T16:08:00.002+08:00

heyho people! Today is my off day laa, so can blog. ;D
Okayy i want to talk about my first day doing closing yesterday, it was so boring laa.
This kak Hidya don't know how to teach me, i said to her kak ajar dayah uhh.
She just asked me to do this and that only, tk ajar. haiyoo! Macam mane nk pandai uat closing kn?
And yesterday the printer was not working also, i don't know laa just wait for the others to teach me laa.
And yesterday kak Hidya was terminate, i also don't know why my manager like to terminate people so much.
Ohh btw yesterday when i was walking under my void deck to go home, i found something at the seats of the letterbox.
Guess what, i found a handphone. It's W910i. :)
First time jumpe handphone happy sekejap. haha.

And i'm still shocked about Michael Jackson death.
Though i may not be his number one fans but i really do like his songs, especially his moonwalk.
And no one could ever replace him he will always be the king of pop.
May he rest in peace now.
i'm done here i need to wash up. Bye. ;D

2009-06-26T21:53:00.004+08:00

After work today i went straight to City Hall to meet up with my babes, hyraah sygg and also Yanti nyonya.
We had our lunch first at Macdonalds, and then Yanti nyonya wants to go for interview at Watson.
After that we went to Esplanade and slack there, we can't stop ourselves from taking more and more picture and i'm addicted with Yanti nyonya phone camera laa. heh
We were laughing all the way, and Yanti so called "admirer" was so fcuking irritating seyy, always stared at us. I think he actually wants Yanti number laa. haha
I really had a great day with my babes today, it was so fun, thank you so much babes for making my day though this morning i was not in a mood cause of something.
And ohh i bought a bag already. ;D
I bought my bag at Dorothy Perkins after searching for so long. heh
And there goes all my money. pfft! actually it's my mom's money laa. haha

I don't know why this bitches can't mind their own business?
Are they so free to gossip about other people and makes fake stories?
Omg! Please laa you are not a kid anymore, please grow up and use your brains. :)
Ohh btw my manager (Taze) ask me to work full time again for only three months cause Eve is going for her maternity leave soon.
And i really do not know whether should i take this offer or not. Any idea people?
Nehmind i will think it over again. ;D
And next week i will be learning closing! I don't like closing!! Pffftt!
Okayy i'm gonna rest now, will be working tomorrow.
Bye.

2009-06-25T19:04:00.005+08:00

I just come back home from watching movie with my family.
We watch Transformers Revenge Of The Fallen.
Seriously the show was so good, i really like it a lot feels like watching it again. :)
And Sam is cute laa. heh
Actually we wanted to watch that show yesterday the opening day, but there were no more seats available.
And yesterday the queue was so damn long and from afternoon show till night there were no more seats available. pffft! But it was worth it watching the show.
You people should go and watch it k.

Okayy i don't know what else should i blog about. heh
Ohh btw i miss my hyraah sygg laa.
Gonna meet up with her tomorrow after i finish work. yeaaahh.
Ohh ya hor tomorrow i'm working. pffft! Gonna see those irritating members there. Wth!
Btw Nafisah is planning to celebrate her birthday this coming Saturday at Sentosa, but i can't make it laa i'm working. I'm just gonna wish her. :)
I don' know what else to say, i will just stop here laa gonna watch Singapura Shiok my 2nd boyfriend (haizad) show. ;)
Bye.

2009-06-19T22:24:00.004+08:00

hello peopleee! Long time i did not update my blog right?
Cause i've been busy with work and watching tv. haha.
Well today meet Yanti nyonya at town, i ask her to accompany me to search for a bag.
I really really in need of a bag, we searched the whole town but none of them are nice to me.
So we headed to bugis to continue searching but guess what all of the bags was not nice also. haha. Yanti said that i'm so cerewet. :)
But i like one of this bag at topshop it cost $76 i told my mom that i want to buy she said buy laa. I don't know whether should i buy or not.
To me it's like a waste of money buying a simple bag that cost so much.
And if i were to add in a few more $$ i could buy the Casio watch that i wanted sehh.
So i will keep on searching for a nice bag that i really like a lot. :)

Btw to Yanti nyonya please don't stress to much okayy, i know how you feels now.
I'm always here for you k, stop thinking about it anymore laa cheer up.
If you need someone to talk to, you can always call me.
And to hyraah sygg all the best for your new work today.
Finally you got a job, but your work place is too far seyy. haha.
Btw please meet up soon aites, now that you are already busy with work and school.
Okayy i'm done here. Bye. ;)

2009-06-15T22:26:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went shopping with my family members, after work headed straight to Toa Payoh.
I wanted to buy an IPOD, but instead i bought Creative Zen Mozaic.
After that i went to shop for tops, bottoms and more tops. suke gyler shopping. :)
And i bought for my dad a shirt, for father's day.
When we reached home i was really shagged, my legs are like jelly and the worst thing was i'm working the next morning. Penat gyler felt like taking MC je.

And today meet hyraah sygg at bugis after work, had lunch with her only cause she have a so called date with fiqfaith. :)
Today i'm like so blurr and i don't know whats wrong with me, i left my wallet at work just now. haha.
The worst part was i already reached bugis then i realise that my wallet was not with me.
So the slenger kn. haha. Maybe i'm too tired laa.
And ohh there's this new CR at my place, Steph the previous CR is no longer working she was terminated or something, i'm going to miss her seyy she's is the most kecoh Cr there.
Ohh btw i think i'm going to cut and trim my hair laa maybe tomorrow or wednesday.
Okayy tomorrow i'm not working maybe going out with my mom. :)
I'm done going to watch TV. Bye and good night. ;)

2009-06-13T18:30:00.003+08:00

hellooo peopleee!
Today is my off day after working 12 hours yesterday, i had to replace Amber cause she took MC.
I worked from 8 am to 8 pm, i was seriously tired. When i reached home, i quickly wash up and then headed to bed.
But yesterday working was funn, most of them there made my day i could not stop laughing with lame jokes from Reza and Nazri.

And yesterday my manager (Taze) offer me a full time job, but i need to work at Ngee Ann City.
Many people there asked me to take this offer.
But i reject this offer cause i know working full time is tougher and the responsibility is more compare to part time.
And i really like working at Chevron House, the people here are all funn, Chevron house is not that busy compare to Ngee Ann City.
Futhermore i'm working for few months only, cause i'm going to continue schooling next year.
And ohh i just received my pay, i checked just now but my pay is so little, they cut my CPF too much laa.
Btw i'm going to get myself an IPOD. :)
Hyraah sygg and Yanti nyonya went for interview at airport just now, i did not tag along cause i'm too tired and they just go there for interview, Yanti nyonya wants to go somewhere after that. Btw good luck guys, hope you people get the job. :)
Okayy i'm done here. Bye.

2009-06-09T18:23:00.004+08:00

Right now i'm with hyraah sygg and Yanti nyonya at the National Library.
Our purpose here is to do something with our facebook but in the end the internet is so slow.
So i decided to blog, don't know what to do. :)
We cam-whore, laugh and make a lot of noise here.
i don't know what's wrong with this nyonya she's been day dreaming since just now, while day dreaming she cried. Gyler kn? haha.

boo! hyraah here. ya lorr. i also dunnoe what happen with this nyonya.
giler i think! hahaha.
we both tgh shiok2 bloghop, surf internet, die dudok 1 corner termenung sendiri.
n she will talk veryy loudly in the library.
hahahaha. very funny!
but i dunnoe what happen to her.
kesian kt die pun ade seyy. haha.

klaa, we gtg. nyonya want to eat ice cream.
i think she wanna go n release her stress. haha.

ok byee! :)

2009-06-03T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hellooo Peopleeeeee!
Okayy i just finish watching my boyfriend show [Prison Break].
To hyraah jgn sibok2 ehh tuu matair aku. Yours is kris kn. haha.

Pictures are up. As i said at my previous post will be meeting my babes for a bowling session.
And yes we had a lot of fun, we went to bowl at Marina Square. Yanti nyonya paid for all of us, thank you so much yanti.
Safa won the whole match and i'm the runner up. Safa is really good laa, cannot beat her.
After that we went to Starbucks and slack there, Yanti nyonya want to change their blogskins.
I don't know why today everyone have other plans except me.
As went home first as she needs to go somewhere, Yanti and Safa went to visit Safa dad and hyraah went to school she have class today. And as for me went straight home. Boring kn. haha.

Btw yesterday i text-ed azree, and he reply.
I thought he will not reply back, after so long we did not contact each other.
So ya now we are contacting each other as friends. :)
And ohh me and hyraah syg just make facebook, actually we wanted to do it long time ago but we are just too busy and lazy.
So ya, we just need to edit here and there then it's done.
k laa i'm gonna continue watching tv.
Good night peopleee!

2009-06-01T18:10:00.003+08:00

My boyfriend will be back on channel 5 this week. Yessss! Prison Break will be back.
And i'm so happyy. This is one of my favourites show.
He's so handsome right? I've been addicted to prison break since the 1st season.
Okayy enough about my bf. haha.

This coming wednesday will be meeting my babes for a bowling session.
I think Yanti is going to treat us. Baik kn yanti.
She received her pay already, that's the reason why she can treat us.
And i don't know when will i received my first pay, hopefully it will be soon.
Okayy seriously i can't wait to meet all of my babes, but lin could not join us, she's in camp.
It's not fun without her, she's usually the one who will makes jokes and stuff.
But it's okayy we will meet up again once lin ends her camp.
I think i'm done here. Goodbyeeee people!!

What should i do tomorrow ehh?
Hmmmmmmmm! ^^

2009-05-30T23:38:00.004+08:00

My cute little niece. She's so cute right? Now she has gain weight already, last time she used to be smaller.
I think eat too much cup cakes and chocolate, cause her mom have her own business in cakes.
So anyone who wants to order birthday cakes can order from her. Her cakes are really nice okayy.

I just came back home, just now all of us went to Changi Airport to sent my Mak Long and Pak Long they will be going to umrah.
Bile laa aku nk gy umrah ehh? haha.
And you know what when she wanted to went in all of the mak cik2 cried.
Especially my mom, she cried and hug my mak long so long. I wanted to cry too just now but i hold back my tears, sad laa.
Btw may they have a safe journey. :)

After that we headed to Simpang Bedok to have our dinner.
And i was so full the food was delicious. :)
Monday till thursday i'm not working. Haiyoooo! how to get more pay right?
Need to tell my manager to put more days for me.
Okay, i'm done Zahir is waiting for me to text him.

2009-05-26T22:06:00.006+08:00

Heyho i'm back!! :)
Sorry for not updating this blog for sometime, i'm really busy with work and stuff.
Btw to my lovely darling hyraah sygg, thank you so much for updating this blog of mine.
If you didn't update for me, my blog will be dead laa.
So ya, where should i start? hmm, i'm kinda lost my touch on blogging.
Okayy work have been great except for something only, which i will elaborate more later.
It's has been three weeks since i started working and i can say work is fun and at the same time stress, it's really annoying when customer are very demanding and irritating.
But i'm used to it now, and so far i can handle all this thing on my own except if i really in need of help then i will call my seniors.

So ya as i mentioned above something happens and it really shocked me, cause this thing happens when it was my 5th day of work.
My supervisor, is now working at ngee ann and no longer working at Chevron house.
I heard from someone that she stole money from the cash box or something, and another staff was blamed for it.
Now when she's transfer to Ngee Ann, Hidya a senior staff is being transfer to my place, and seriously i hate working with her. I prefer kak ima, so need to tahan.
And ya i had fun working with Nazri, Eve and all the CRs there. All of them are kecorable.
Btw this instructor always like to disturb me, and one day he asked for my number, i was like wth! so funny.

And ohh i thought of quiting this job since there's a lot of things going on here and there.
I don't want to get involve, so ya i've plan to find another job.
I've already have a few in my mind, and hopefully i can get a new job as soon as possible so that i can quit this job.
And to you, you really irritates me a lot, you should know what you have done and seriously i'm not going to talk to you for sometimes and please stop calling and messaging me cause i won't reply or pick up your calls.
I don't know why you being so jealous over a friend of mine whom i've know him for like 1 year plus and seriously i'm nothing to you so why you want to control every movements and with whom i want to be friend with.
Okayy i'm done here, i need to get some rest will be working again tomorrow.
Good Night peopleeee! :)

2009-05-22T14:21:00.002+08:00

hyraah here! lol. hidayah bby asked me to updatekn her blog. since i'm bored, so why not? hahaha. she's now busy with her job. hyraah very lonely now. :( haha, stop it eh. actually we planned to watch movie with khai today. khai nk belanje!! hahaha. but hidayah's manager called up last minute, asked her to come down to work today. pfffft! hyraah dh plan sey nk pkai baju ape smue. last2 tk jadi. lol, nvrmind. there's always tomorrow. aftr that, khai asked me to accompany him to bugis. he wanna buy something. BUT due to some reasons, i decided not to go. hmmmmph. mak aku buat darah aku up aje niari. =/ planned to go ahead tomorrow, but khai is working tomorrow. sorry eh khai, sanggop kau amek off niari, but atlast tk jadik. so sorry.

anw, i just wanna update what happen here can? haha. since i'm here, why not can? lol. ^^ yesterday nyte i cried because of something. hahahaha. i dunnoe why suddenly i feel lyke crying. heh. someone just confessed something & i dunnoe why i feel sad suddenly. i thought he doesnt care abt me all this while. but after he confessed it ystrday, i dunnoe whether to believe him or nt. hidayah bby knows abt it. this secret is tied very tightly between us. ;) but no matter what, he's noone to me. hati gue sudah tertutop untuk dia. hehheh. i like someone now. but i hope its nt a one-sided love laa kn. i think i should end it now. thanks to me that ur blog is nt dead yet, hidayah! :)

AWWW, AKU MISS HIDAYAH BANYAK BANYAK!

SERIOUSLY SEYY. :(

MEET UP SOON K BABE.

2009-05-17T20:14:00.002+08:00

Guess what? my brother lovebird lay egg.
The egg was so tiny and all of us was so shocked that our bird lay egg when we don't even have any male bird. funny right.
so ya we will be getting a new born baby soon. haha.

And today i'm not working, it's my off day.
Monday & tuesday i'm off too, how to get more pay kn.
Asked mommy to go out, but she was lazy. pffft!
So one whole day stuck at home watching tv.
boring! boring! boring!
Btw hyraah sygg i will do ur quiz when i'm not that lazy okayy. :)

2009-05-14T23:47:00.003+08:00

I just got back from work.
Okayy my first day at work was okay okay.
those people thought me a lot, and still i'm a bit blur.
So many things i need to know like, picking up calls, booked in classes, sign them in and so on.
seriously it's not that easy for a beginner like me to handle all this things okayy.
i just need time to get use to the environment, the people and the working condition.

Luckily i'm only a part-time, the work are not that tough compare to the people working as full-time.

so ya i start work at 4 and ends my shift at 9 pm just now.
Zahir fetch me from work just now.
meet him at raffles mrt and then headed back to my place.
so tomorrow i will be working 4 to 9 pm also.
hopefully tomorrow i can manage to do things without asking for help anymore.
okayy i'm tired i need to get some sleep.
good night peopleee! :)

2009-05-12T23:10:00.005+08:00

Meet hyraah sygg just now, she wanted to apply for jobs. After that headed to cotton on at suntec, i need to get myself a slippers for work on this coming thursday. Okayy seriously i'm really scared to start work. New environment and new people. Hopes everything will be fine.

While i'm on my way home just now, mommy called asking me to be home asap. My brother treat my mom something, since it was mother's day last two days. We had a little party just now. And i was sooo full, ate a lot. And sorry mommy didn't give you anything. I have no money. But i really really really LOVE you so so much okayy. And to all the mums Happy Mother's Day. :)

And ohh, my ex which i hate the most contact me back. He said he was sorry and more. I've forgive him and i hope he really mean what he said. Since it has been like 3 years, i don't want to hold grudges towards him anymore. And ya we are like contacting as friends now. Okayy i've nothing else to say, i will end my post now. Need to rest. Good night peopleeee!